You may or may not tell but it was a breezy day, actual fall kind of weather. My kind of weather not to hot or cold but just right, still t-shirt weather. Sky had clouds but as you can tell the sky was blue.
Neighbors down the street has three kinds of fruit tree and this one is a pear tree. Not sure if they actually eat from these fruits or just let them fall off eventually. I hope they don't go to a waste, the fruits look like they are ready to be picked.
Darkness is trying to creep in as you can see the grey cloud looking like it is rolling in fast. But the blue sky and white clouds are shining through.
Not sure which I like better. The first one with a blur background or when I remember to take it off profile setting and getting the same shot but background is clear.
If I remember correctly this was a bush/small tree and these weird looking things look cool.
Tuesday was mixed with a challenge and a shine of progress in communicating to the group home MHP. I had a challenging counseling session, I mean let's be honest it has been challenging for a the last couple sessions. My counselor that I was working well with and feeling comfortable to share my feelings, has changed her approach. It is has made me feel like I need to know this counselor again and guard my feelings from her. But I want to be open minded and trust her that she knows what she is doing. I did have a successful conversation with the MHP at my group home. Since my Dad advocating for me, I think the MHP has realized his approach has been a little harsh and that I need a safe two way conversation. We were able to talk about my struggles and how they can help and what I can work on. We actually listened and shared our thoughts back and forth and I left the office building with a smile not in tears. It is a start, but I need to really know if it is real before really putting my guards down and trusting him again. The day turned around rather than me having a crappy day after a challenging counseling session. I let my self feel and cry in the parking lot and then drove home trying to make the best of the day. I got to enjoy a nice walk, I successfully drank my water from my new water bottle that helps me keep on track by having times to encourage me how much I should drink so that I can make sure to hydrate well. Also had a lovely time bowling with one of my church's small group, even though I did not score big.
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